A dear friend of mine has gone.
He was kind to me, family to me, and I cared for him so much.
I didn't even get to see him before he went...
I'm so sorry for being a downer, really, I am. I just felt that I should let you know why I'm so... dull.
I miss you so much, and love you. You were family, and life without you will be difficult, but I know you'd want me to persevere. Persevere, and play solitaire. I miss you so much, big guy, and I hope heaven is treating you well.
[EDIT: I'm going to be off for a while, and I have no clue about the next time I'll be on. I love you guys, and will see you soon.]